Haihh D: It feels so hard when I'm starting to lose you .
It feels like you really want to go out from my life :|
I know that I've been a jerk lately .
People changed , so if I change myself to be the old me it is so not gonna work .
That's what life is ,
People changed , come and go , born and dead , young and old .
I can't , I just can't .
I try to be a positive person for my new life .
That's what I want for the upcoming year .
I want next year to be my bestfriendever !
I don't want to be such a baby who always cry for no good reason ,
I'm tired , I'm really really tired .
Cryingg is not a good thing so I'll try to be a stronger positive person after all .
So POOFF*
This is me .
If I keep myself down and always doubt to turn back , I'll never change my life .
And all my dreams will only turn into a dust .
I want something new in my life .
Sorry okayy ?
It's not I hate you or something .
And I won't let anybody let me down for sure .
You are my best friend :'|
I'll cry if I'm losing you especially like now ?
I can feel that you are hating me right ?
Sorry sorry D:
You are my friend , if you realize that I'm happy right now actually I'm not .
When a girl cries it means that she's hurt , angry or jealous .
And now I'm hurt .
I don't want to lose you ,
I just love you as my bestfriend and I will always love the way you are .
The world turns and turns , day by day , time ticking every seconds without our permission .
It just natural and that's what life is .
We can't change it for our own good .
God knows what's the best for us .
PS : I love you too (:
